I had a reading done about when I would find love because I needed some hope for that. I was 31 then. I was told I would meet the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with when I was 35, through my work, and that we’d marry when I was 40. I was told what he’d look like and that when we looked at each other, we’d know we were meant to be together.
Well, not long after the reading, I lost my job and was out of work for 5 years. I didn’t even have a job when I was 35. Or when I was 32, 33, 34.
I didn’t find work again until I was 36, three months before my 37th birthday. I am 38 now, and needless to say, I never met the man I was meant to be with when I was 35 through my work. In fact, the new job I had only lasted unexpectedly for 6 months and I didn’t meet him or anyone there, and am now out of work again.
I still didn’t meet that man. And I still have no hope for that. I can probably forget about marrying him at 40 also, since I never even met him.
I’m still alone and still never found anybody even though I was supposed to meet the man I was told I was meant to be with at 35 through my work. Since that didn't happen, I guess he doesn't exist either. I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with him and since I didn’t meet him I guess I’ll spend the rest of it alone.
You hurt your whole life because you have no one, then this place tells you you’ll meet someone you’ll spend your life with then it doesn’t happen anyway and you still hurt. What kind of place is this? This place just gives you false hopes and tells you what they think you want to hear.
What they predict, doesn't happen.
Anonymous
st. paul, Minnesota
U.S.A.