You did say that you were intrigued enough to send for the first booklet, and didn't proceed to obtain any further materials because you had begun reading these reports. However, you did save any further communications for possible use at some point.
That seems like alot of trouble putting yourself through when you actually cannot attest to what is in the books themselves. I do want you to know that I also received the invitation, and did follow through to enter the Society and continue to remain active for the past several years.
I have found a wonderful group of members spread out over the United States, all coming together to assist each other in releasing limitations, realizing our talents and abilities into actuality, evolving and developing ways and means to work for a world free of force and coersion that sustains the health of the planet to sustain the lives of all our populations.
I have made lifelong friendships that are as close as family, and communicate daily with several of my friends and colleagues I work and play with. There are many areas of development going on within the Society that entice members to continue to learn and evolve their expanding personal abilities and knowledge. The exchange is equal as a two-way situation, though you actually receive more than you give in the long run.
The base of operations is total honesty, respect and love for the individual, and reaching out to assist others in their journeys, and to make a better world. You might reconsider opening up your initial exploration, and walk through that door again. There is alot going on and you just might enjoy yourself immensely, and on a more level playing field of opportunity than is usually found.
Love, Lila B.