Sorry to have to disagree with you here... but I believe you couldn't be more brain-washed by this organization than you are right now (and you don't even realize it).
I posted the same exact 'defense-post' myself in April. I sounded exactly like you do here. I was so brain-washed by this insincere organization at that time... and I had no idea.
I've never been dumber at that moment in my life as I was then... but I thought I was never smarter instead...
If you care to read my report (in amongst these somewhere), I wrote it as "There's more to it than that...".
I was YOU when I wrote that.
I've since awoken to how manipulated I was at the time of that post, and a lot of the posts here (all December of this year) explain, in great detail, why I believe that.
Best wishes to you.
I sincerely hope you only continue to have success and happiness from The Release Technique BY LARRY CRANE (it's not even Lester Levenson's version of the Release Technique- he's hoping we don't notice that part... it says THAT right on his book and website).
I dont' have time to proof-read or edit this post right now... my man is calling me to pizza "while it's hot"... so sorry for typos and poorly constructed sentences... :)