Lamoreaux-Justice Cheri Pham Unfair Judge Cheri Pham Internet

I'm a foreigner, my Ex is an American; I don't have a attorney, he had attorney.
For the custody of the kids we went court, from the beginning Judge Cheri Pham have all my Ex's questions toward me, I answered reasonably, but my questions to my ex she don't care. while she telling me " nobody saying you're bad mother or person" but I have to lost my children's custody.
I feel very sad, she is a mother too. she was a foreigner at a time, I didn't want she's favor but can she just to be fair. I had nightmare these nights with her face in the front to question me.
I feel my heart break with that fact my kids are far away to reach.
I don't write well, but I've been to court since couple years ago I had this divorce case,  I met different judge, this is first time I have to report because this judge Cheri Pham is a unfair Judge.