family protective services Child protective services Rip child away and still not giving her back even after complying San antonio Texas

in February I had my daughter removed from my home with out court orders,was drug tested with out court orders m home searched again no court orders was told it was dirty when in the middle of cleaning and told she was seeing too many doctors as we were switching all doctors to universit so we can get a fresh pair of eyes and figure what is going on. From ther family services took us to court and told us the our daughter stays at my mother and they will do a family reunification but yet my daughter is still not home and on top of everything when me and my hubby gave up haveing another child because I have not been able to conseve I came up positive and when asking questions not even knowing I was pregnant they told us it's not in the best interest of our daughter to have any more kids. There trying to diagnose me with munchhausen by proxy when I told them I'm PTSD with anxiety by a nuerologist which was my daughters. And yet still there coming in my home doing random home checks on private property without a war rent wanting to speak to our manager with out us in the call and telling us who we can have around and not around with my child still not even home. They have been harassing me and my husband and I am due to have now a new born under stress of the situation when I supposedly have 3 more things to do and still will not let her come home because it's a little cluttered. Oh and btw I'm still nesting my new born isn't even in my arms so I wonder why I'm nesting. Please if you can help I would appreciate any help I can get.