South Alliance Financial Group I am on disability and they left me in an awful situation North Vancouver, British Columbia

I went through South Alliance Financial Group for a loan as I was moving, needed dental work etc.  I am LTD for progressive rheumatoid arthritis.  I signed the agreement on Dec 16th.  I was supposed to have the money 2 days later.  Guess what I did not I spoke with Steven Daniels a Service Representative and he told me it was being sorted out.  I had to send $1050 collateral as I have not assets.  The Lender was an Andrea Martin from Calgary Alberta.  I then had to send $900.00 to Stavon Hibbert for insurance.  I neither got the money from South Alliance or my insurance money back and I have tried. I have become very ill in the last couple of months.  I could not even pay my rent in January until the middle and my landlord after 6 years thought I was just going to leave without paying.  It made me sick to my stomach.  On Christmas eve I had 50 cents to my name.  I could not pay my bills.  The mental stress this has caused me as I have not caught up from people lending me money so I could move, eat, etc.  I cannot afford a lawyer and I feel they have taken advantage of a person with a disability and I am out lots of money plus the costs for Western Union for wiring the money.  At the time I started the loan, I was on a prescription called Lyrica for the nerve damage in my hand.  It was making me very confused and I told the doctors that.  The did take me off it but by that time I had already signed the loan agreement.  I still have all the documentation.  Now I am actually having to sell antiques I inherited after my mother passed away so I am dealing with the guilt of that.  How do I get what is owed to me.  I am desperate.