Generations of Virtue Marry Whitlock and Bishop Whitock another look at behind the scenes of Mary and Bishop Whitlock and Generations of Virtue and Spiritual Abuse Monument Colorado

This is another update on my experience with Bishop Whitlock and Mary Whitlock: After I had my little girl one of the ladies came in my room a few days later and asked me if I had O type blood. I told her yes. She said to lay her in the indirect sun because she was slightly yellow. Never explained that I should get some kind of shot that would keep my next child safe. So a year later I had a son while we were visiting the Texas church. After I had him, one day later I noticed that he was very yellow and and flinching his head and screaming. So I called everyone in the church for help. I took him to the hospital and they did 6 blood exchanges and from that point on to this day Peter has had Cerbral Palsy. He had other complications.

This all was caused by me not having a shot after I had Priscilla. I have to live with this my whole life. Others can get free of the cult and move on and life goes on. But not me! I have to know that my son is damaged for a life time. Although Peter is the most amazing artist and such an amazing young man. I wish everyone could meet him. Bishop Whitlock was very angry with us for going to the hospital. He said when I called him that God said Peter swallowed something and if I do go to the hospital only let them do exrays. Well, I'm glad I took him. They saved his life. He has touch so many people in his life. I will spend my whole life loving and taking care of him, I love him so much. So another word from God and it was wrong. Bishop Whitlock was out of control with how high he thought he was with God. His problem was he believed it. They were so frustrated with me at this point.

My next child died in my womb at 9 months. So here I am not feeling any movement from the child in me and have to wait to go into labor. I told them that I wasn't feeling anything. They pretty much ignored this. I had the baby and he was gone. We buried him in Conesus N.Y.. I lost so much blood that I could not even sit up. I got very ill and almost died. I was shunned like you will never believe. I never recovered inside from this. It was the worse day of my life. From that point on I was told that killed my baby. That in the spirit I was a baby killer. This was brought out in meetings.

This was more than just humiliating... I have no words for the damage that did. I love children and they were the BABY KILLERS!  After I got out I researched all that I went thru and went over everything with doctors. I got my answeres. I needed this shot after each birth. They didn't let us go to doctors and if we leaned in that direction we were out of the will of God. People who did that never lasted. You just die or let your children die. Pretty messed up. I have a little christmas bulb that says Michael Matthew on it and put it out every year so we don't forget him. More happenen during this time. It's just not enough room on this page to write it all.  These were the highlights.

My last child was ok because she was my blood type. I still did not know why Peter was damaged or Michael Matthew died. So I had one more child... So much more happened. We are all struggleing with this story, because there are so many details. The little things that were said inbetween. The shunning, the prayer closet dealings, feeling devistated over loosing my child, everyone mad at you. My husband was going along with the shunning. He basically was told I was a baby killer. He believed it. My regret at this point is that I didn't tell them I didn't agree and was leaving. I still had not money and nowhere to turn. I felt stuck. That is why I'm telling this to free others from feeling stuck.

I started my writings yesterday: I want to mention my daughter. Out of all the children who were raised in this cult, she was one of the hardest hit. She is 41 years old now. After she read what I wrote yesterday she called me sobbing. My words made her remember and realize what I went through. She said to me tonight that she was proud of me for stepping out and finally telling our story. She said, "mom don't stop telling our story". She couldn't even stop crying over the phone. I believe that the lord was healing a very big wound. She said that she felt like I was protecting her by saying how wrong this was. She was hurt deeply by the Bro. B and Mary years. By me coming forward now is like making up for the weakness I displayed during those years we were deceived. 

Back in 1986 we were having meetings in Chickasha Oklahoma. A lot of people came to this weeks meetings. A young man that I had met once before, came from New York City and was there as well. Bro. B. in the middle of one of his teachings, came forth with some news about me and that young man. He announced that God had told him that this person and me should be together and get married.... IN TWO DAYS!!! Well, this person and I never talked between that day and the day we were to be married. ( we did meet in New York months before) I went to Bro. B. and said to him that I hadn't talked to him yet. Bro. B. said, "you have the rest of your life to talk"... I left his office feeling weird. Every girl wants a guy to ask her to marry him?? The point here was they told you what God said, and you did it. No questions asked. If you didn't do it, you were going against the will of God. Who wants to do that. 

I was a single mom and this meant that this strange man was coming into our home. I wanted to meet someone and get married, but not like this. I trusted Bro. B.and this person and I were married in two days just like he said. This was the beginning of my new level of nightmares. 

Through this marriage I had 4 home births without any medical help. We were told to only have your husband and me in the room. I can't tell you how scary this was for me, because I had a daughter 13 years before as a C-section and when I had her I had complications which i would have died if I would have not been in a hospital. My husband knew nothing at all about women or childbirth, like I said he was new in our fellowship and right off the streets of New York City. Now married to me and about to give birth to a child. They told us to trust God rather than man. So going to the hospital was trusting in man??? To me, and sitting where I sat in this group, i saw that men were held to a higher esteem than women. My new husband seemed to jump on that idea. Before I write about that birth, for the next 4 years I had 4 births two girls, two boys. My son Peter has cerebral palsy, my other son Michael Matthew died at a full term birth. He is buried at the Mission. 

When I had my first daughter with this marriage, I went into labor and I just didn't seem to be making progress after a few days of labor. This made Bro. B and Mary very angry. This is what happened with my first daughter years ago. So I was very scared with no doctor or midwife or hospital. The evening of the second day Bro. B. came into my room with Mary and said, "If you don't have this baby by midnight God is going to take the baby. Well, I labored all night and at about 5 or 6 in the morning I started pushing. I pushed for 3 hours and out came our angel. Almost 10 pounds! So envision this... my husband is mad at me because i couldn't hurry and have this baby and Bro. B. was mad at me. To say the least Mary was very mad at me. So God didn't take the baby at midnight... Hmmmmmm. Well, a week later Mary came to me and said that God did take the baby and it was a boy, but replaced the baby in my womb with a girl. It was my loss she said. Wow!!! This was as false as you get. Years later after most of us one at a time got away from her, I asked a very close person to Mary why she said this. It was obviously false information. This person replied to me, " Mary said that if she didn't think of something quick it would have made Bro. B. look like a false Prophet"...Mary was also a false prophetess..How many other things did they out and out lie about... I had been duped!!!

By Karen S