Milfaholic.com http://www.ripoffreport.com/r/localmilfselfiescom/-internet-/localmilfselfiescom-affairalertcombangaroobabescomau-bbwdesirecom-blackcrushcom-1192514 Received emails from women that were supposedly in my city, than when I send them a message I would get a long letter back from them saying their parents were dead, the are living in another country, trying to get back to the states,but are busy right now helping people in catistrophic areas. Internet

Thank you for taking your time to write me back and tell me about you as i have asked. I will also do that before this letter ends. I have a very open and frank policy. Unless I am contractually bound or have given my word to someone to keep something secret/confidential, I do not otherwise hold any secrets that can't be obtained merely by asking me. Have been through a time in my life where I felt worthless unloved, continuously searching for happiness. I wasn't getting along with my family, and my friends were all hating each other, leaving me stuck in the middle, stressfully trying to pull things together but meeting my ex i thought i have found Happiness but it was all the same, I used to have a boyfriend when i was still in college. He was everything i wanted a guy to be. We had been friends for a couple of months and he finally asked me out. I was happy yet sad because i knew that if we dated our relationship will never be the same. During our first weeks of dating he was so sweet and nice and i started to get more and more attracted to him. Few months passed and we were still together i thought i was the happiest girl in the world. He treated me like a princess and that made me feel special and he promised to marry me so i allowed him to dis-virgin me not knowing he just wanted to have sex and leave me because he has found another girl who's parents are rich so he taught he could make his own wealth through them by marrying their daughter, I was so down that i thought i would kill myself but  somehow i had the courage to live on, so tell me what do i do if i don't have to continue searching for the future. I do really appreciate it and you sounds so nice to me. Well.... let me start telling you about my self and what i have passed through in trusting a man. I was born in California by my dad who died in an auto accident on his way to the hospital to see mum. I'm presently living with my sister in UK, somewhere in London just after the death of my parent. my sister has been here for years now because she got married to a British guy but they both met years back in the United State but she got relocated with him since London is his home land. Just after the death of my parent, i was left alone in California with nobody's care and i was about dropping out of school when Sister called if i will be happy living with her right here in UK but since i got no options so i moved and that's was how i got stocked here till date. She has been everything i wanted and she has been there for me. I love her so much. I use to work as a sales rep in a grocery store but i quit because i was sexually harassed by my boss but i hope to secure a better one soon.

I don't like being doubted, without having an emotional bond, to me it leaves everything else pointless.  I do have to say you are a very big person for sharing your feelings the way you have. I do frequent church but i serve a living God i'm sure you understand why, and I have a temper comparable to a five year old.  I get mad, but in five minutes I am over it but i'm getting over that. I share your same convictions. I want to marry once in my life but thought that's the way its going to be, I don't believe in divorce, single, separating and stuffs like that.  Although it happens, I do not want that for me. I am holding out for a man that can respect my dreams and help me with them as I help him with his. I want someone that can appreciate solitude when his wife is at work, or want to go to work with his wife.  I love life, and appreciate everything that I am dealt everyday. I still want the samething for my future - wherever and however that comes about doesn't really matter. The kind of man I'm looking for has to be honest and trustworthy - beyond that other things are less important, but obviously there has to be some attraction both physically and mentally, the important thing is that an equal partner in life with both of us having equal say in every decision in life. I hope that you will not break my heart if i give it to you. I look forward in meeting you one day, I won't like to go through what i went through again so please let me know if you are not ready for a long term serious relationship {marriage} after knowing each other well... and you know trust is the foundation of a good relationship. A journey of a thousand miles start from the first step taken maybe this is ours we don't know yet. I have had spoiled relationships where I was hurt, you can never forget those times, just learn from them. I was ready to marry once, but thinking I was too young, I backed out, although I regret loosing a great love of my life, I have grown to be more mature for a more serious relationship.  I have a lot of love to give, but I am far from being the person you describe in some ways, but in other ways I fit the picture.  I hope I haven't totally confused you in who I am and what I want.