Schoharie county cps Jim simpkins, Christina (supervisor)Dr. Silverman stole my kids because I'm on a methadone maintenance program Schoharie new york

No one made you do Heroin - you chose to use.  Stop playing the victim!! Your kids were taken away from you because you are an UNFIT Mother!

This last Friday cps lifted my ex's supervision and refuse to lift mine because I am on methadone (ILLEGAL!!) How is this illegal?? If you think your rights are being violated then hire an Attorney!!! I am so sick of hearing the "poor me" crap.  YOU are responsible for your children.  YOU chose to put drugs ahead of your children! YOU have no right to blame anyone but yourself for your addiction! You have 5 KIDS!!! Where is the father(s) of these children??????

HOW do you afford to see a Therapist??? Oh let me guess - the taxpayers pay for it! Good grief!! Get clean, prove you can STAY clean, stop spending money on the internet and hire an Attorney if you really want your kids back.

 Your children have been taken from you due to YOUR drug use. You can sit there and try and play the victim, but CPS is NOT victimizing you. YOU have done this all to yourself. YOU had a choice, YOU chose to continue to use heroin. NOW you have to prove YOU have been clean for at least 6 months before YOU are going to get your children back. From your own words you have other children. WHY didn't you think of the damage YOU would be doing to THEM by taking drugs!! Those children are older and can in a small way take care of themselves and im 100% sure that they had to when YOU and your ex were nodding off on the couch. But the twins NEED a responsible adult and YOU have shown by your own actions that YOU are FAR from responsible. YOUR TWINS WERE BORN ADDICTED!!!! Doesn't that tell you something?? YOU need to be clean for at least 6 months if you wish to have your children back.

YOU will have to prove that YOU have been clean and sober and that YOU are ready to be a responsible parent. PROOF is needed so get ready. YOU will need blood tests, hair tests, urine tests. YOU will need CPS to come in and sign off on the living environment. And lastly but MOST IMPORTANT, YOU need to cut ties with the person who got you started on drugs. I don't care if he is the twins father. GET RID OF HIM!!!! Which is more important?? HIM or your twins?? That SHOULD be a easy question to answer. YOU will need EACH of your counselors/therapists to write a letter to the court. That letter NEEDS to show that YOU have taken EVERY step needed to get your kids back. The children were taken away BECAUSE they were born addicted. Im sure atleast in your mind that you are a great parent. But REALITY shows something different. If YOU are not prepared to go to the mat and do EVERYTHING possible to get those kids back, then just sign away your parental rights and make them wards of the state. Then atleast the children will have an excuse as to WHY they have no mommy or daddy. You have my sympathy but ZERO pity.

YOU did this to them and it should haunt you nightly that YOU were so selfish and thought so much of yourself that THIER lives meant NOTHING!!!! Drugs are evil and drugs make you do stupid acts. Having your children being born addicted to synthetic heroin is just as bad as being addicted to the real drug. I know you THINK you were doing the right thing by getting into a treatment plan, but YOU neglected the other children by even getting on heroin in the first place. So keep up the good work keeping clean, and KEEP TRYING!!!! FYI: DO NOT fall into the mind set of F*** IT and turn back to drugs. As someone who has helped MANY people get clean and get their lives put back together I can tell you that F*CK IT is going to be the hardest thing to get past. I tell you this because when you say F*** IT and go and get the drug and do said drug, you have said F*** IT and mean F everyone INCLUDING those babies. PLEASE try and keep THEM in the front of your mind. Let them be your strength. Let THEM be your guide AWAY from drugs. YOU want to see those BIGGER milestones in their life. You know the ones that THEY are going to remember for the rest of THIER life. First dates, first car, first job, marriage, ect. THAT is what YOU should be fighting for. The chance to be there and enjoy THOSE milestones.