Allstate insurance and Geico was his insurances allstate took me to Arbitration i won but still refused to cover me corvallis, Oregon

i was in a car accident dec of 2000 i had allstate full coverage i was t- boned on right side
i as told from allstate to get a attorney so i did it it draged on for years then just before taking the driver to court allstate took me to arbitration i won that but just before and after thay stopped paying my medical and there and after thay payed nothing more. 

went to court i had to pay for my attorney but th driver had geico attorney and we couldn't bring up insurance during 2 days of trial i won the claim and i had to pay all the money that was awarded to me was 9500.00 i had to take out 3700.00 towards my medical that allstate refused ,and i had to pay the rest to my attorney i had nothing left i was injured it was call soft tissue to my neck and back i had x3 courtozone shots in my neck/spin i suffer cronic pain  i take lots of pain medication and have suffered ever sences it has only get worces so where was the wards stand by you i think allstate should be sued for faults advertisment and the the people they have supporting there claim they surely didn't stand by me i was suppost to get reinburst for my loss wages and the loss of my ability to have the job i was trying to do
i was a cna and a caregiver but do to the accident i was unable to keep my cna certication or exced and become a nurse and still have to support my family i tryed to apply for disabilty but i have to work to support my family our we starve so to this day i still work yes even if i  have to lie and say i can do the job reqired of me even if i suffer pain.
thank you so much for  reading  my story and just mybe there will be justice before i die